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Change. How. What. When. Why.. Why not.. But of course it can't be broken down (like we try to do to everything else) into some verifiable, 100% predictable 3 step process.. just follow the directions and BAM!! you are CHANGED! I read a quote that said something about how praying doesn't change God, it changes me. So I pray, but when I get up, no magic. HOWEVER!!! sometimes He does things and it impacts my brain, my spirit, my soul.. my something.. with truth that comes from so far outside of me, that I .. dare I say.. I change. He confronts something dark and hopeless inside me with truth, joy and opportunity. What I mean to say, He comes to my prison and offers freedom. Still, it happens over TIME and it usually is something I don't want to change, and so it usually hurts. When truth comes, even then, I have to choose it. I don't always. I usually only become willing to change when I can see my current way of being will make me my own enemy and put me into a prison no...