Tuesday June 2nd or something like that. Saturday I am getting married. I am getting married Saturday. On Saturday married I am getting. Exciting. Weird. Exciting. Exciting. Busy. Exciting. Tired. Exciting. There is no going back on these things. Two become one (notice .5 and .5 don't become 1.. just a little note there) and nothing is ever the same. Not even when you brush your teeth or what you're going to have for supper or where you put your clothes in the closet or ... yup. What a crazy deal. I still don't believe it. I feel like I can believe that I'll be engaged for the next 30 years, in love, yes.. but married?? Wow. How did I ever get to be here? How did God ever answer my prayers like he did.. How did this happen? I have no idea. But.. I do have a dress, a church, a bunch of food, RSVP's . .. friends.. and a fiance in a super handsome suit all set up to show up at the same time. Should be good :) Phone's ringing. Gotta run.

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Joel 2 said…
Hey Beber Leber Lrfy head!
Gr8 to c how excited ewe are me too!
I miss the boys!
2:48 PM
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