Tuesday June 2nd or something like that. Saturday I am getting married. I am getting married Saturday. On Saturday married I am getting. Exciting. Weird. Exciting. Exciting. Busy. Exciting. Tired. Exciting. There is no going back on these things. Two become one (notice .5 and .5 don't become 1.. just a little note there) and nothing is ever the same. Not even when you brush your teeth or what you're going to have for supper or where you put your clothes in the closet or ... yup. What a crazy deal. I still don't believe it. I feel like I can believe that I'll be engaged for the next 30 years, in love, yes.. but married?? Wow. How did I ever get to be here? How did God ever answer my prayers like he did.. How did this happen? I have no idea. But.. I do have a dress, a church, a bunch of food, RSVP's . .. friends.. and a fiance in a super handsome suit all set up to show up at the same time. Should be good :) Phone's ringing. Gotta run.
I live on a hill, in the most beautiful area I have ever seen. Yes, there are roads carved into it and houses stacked up right next to each other... but then there are trees. Mountains. Hills. Sunsets. I am so tired my legs are buzzing. My house is silent, except for my fingers tapping on the keys of my mac. My brain is aware of .. I don't know how many things. My friend who just texted me, a new friend whose email I just read, the pile of Christmas cake on the counter that I hate, but ate a little of because there was nothing else, and my voice - which is so tired. . . and I wonder if I was mean tonight and yelled too much - but what do you do to people who are goofing around. I want to be everyone's friend... Tired. Peace. Jesus. I am alone. I'm surrounded. I make decisions constantly. I wish I had chocolate cake here. I'm glad I don't. If you were me, what one thing would you change?
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Gr8 to c how excited ewe are me too!
I miss the boys!